December 15, 2005

• Okay so my one and only midterm is tomorrow. And i am just flat out of
  ideas and motivation. I was seriously panicked after diwali when i was
  a month behind in studying for anatomy. And that was good…it gave me
  the motivation i needed to crack down and re-read all the notes through
  and through

  And then when it was the week prior to exams, i was still nervous
  enough about not doing well to obtain other sources of information than
  the syllabus and read through the pertinent textbook chapters in Moores
  clinical anatomy

  And now that it is exam week, i have read and re-read the syllabus in
  its entirety once a day for the last 5 days, in addition to having read
  the textbook chapters once every two days and a helpful set of notes
  from the podiatry students twice a day and i just can NOT make myself
  study anymore

  SO here is the dilemma: I am no longer going to fail this exam. I
  should actually hopefully do fairly well. I always feel realtively
  guilty about not studying the night before the exam, and yet i have a
  track history of not doing it anyway. Its just not how i study. And
  yet, i dont see myself acing the exam either…now i have one more exam
  after this one in which to drag my anatomy grade, kicking and
  screaming, up to an A. And i am not sure if i will be able to do that.
  WHich is a disappointment to me. B/c i have absolutely no excuse for
  not doing well-the material is dense, but not difficult to understand,
  and now that i forced myself to crack down, i am actually putting the
  necessary amount of time into it, but somehow i cannot make myself
  study that extra little bit that might or might not push me over the
  edge. I simply cannot make myself go through any of these notes any
  more. And so, here we are. If you actually read through this whole
  little bitchfest of mine, kudos to you! and kelly,
  if you actually managed to read through this whole thing, shoot me a
  comment or email or something with how to get a hold of you when i am
  in japan so we can get our party on.

  In the meantime…
  Here is the infinite teen slang dictionary…see what your name and/or favorite words could actually mean among the kids of today ex:

  joshua dworetzky
  v. to check out one’s party.
  “Are you trying to joshua dworetzky, Brian?”

  the josh
  n. a pair of trousers, particularly a famous one.
  “Girl, that the josh is famous!”

  neat, huh? and now some more comics

  
  

  

  
  And for added fun check out Gen’s xanga today. She is a cool girl.

  -J

  Quote of the day:
  you think i’m afraid to lie to you?-Nessa

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