April 24, 2007

• Reflecting for no good reason

  
   
  What if the bad or unfortunate things in our past were actually tangible? Man, if i did decide to run from my past, i would be in the best shape of my life. I prefer to think that i would stand and deliver against my past troubles however*

  Dont get me wrong, I have not had a super troubled past compared to a LOT of people. But by the same token then, my troubles are my troubles to deal with, and all of them have come down to my past actions in one form or another. Once I finally began to accept that fact, things became a lot easier to deal with. After all, how can i stay mad at me? Some of you have known me for many a year, and i would think you could verify that i used to be a much more high strung and angry person. Now, while i still get irritated fairly easily, i would like to believe i recover my equilibrium nearly as fast. Improvement. good.

  My apologies, loyal followers for not providing too much of the funny last couple days. I have not been in any kind of bad mood (quite the contrary, in fact-things are going quite well in all aspects for me) but i have been busy and reflective of how i ended up where i am, and since this is my little space on the internets, occasionally you will all just have to come here and deal with me being thoughtful. Thanks for reading anyway!

  *I love that phrase, stand and deliver. Sounds so much more noble somehow. Like a old time highwayman. Way more articulate than the muggers and gangsters of today. Picture it. Your money or your life sir, stand and deliver. Born a couple hundred years too late, bummer.

  -J

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